New Beginning

02/13/2008

2008-02-13T12:26:00.000-08:00

It's been forever. I don't even remember I have a blog.
I wanted to close this site but its filled with memories.
My ups and down for 2006 - 2007.
So i decided to leave it as it is.

My life is great now. I have a great loving boyfriend and we have been going out for almost 10 months. ^^
He is flying here to see me for valentines day.
Can't wait to see him tomorrow.

ENTJ and ENTP

2007-09-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

i took the same personality test and i have changed so much in a year :)..
leader or innovator.. i wouldnt mind :)

sadness

2007-07-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

I am sad :( because:

1. I am leaving here soon
2. I miss someone but I do not have the courage to say it
3. I am confused
4. sigh :(..

Can't sleep!! HELP!!!

2007-05-31T02:06:00.001-07:00

I can't sleep these few days... sucks..
anyhow.. i was looking through friendster, trying to prepare myself before going home this late summer.

check out all of my cousins...
arghhhhh they grew,..............

mentally i still think they are little kids..

well anyhow they all are grown up now..
i will be the shortest and smallest even tho i am the oldest.. sucks

oh by the way the second girl in the first picture wearing white is my aunt.. I have a freakin 18 yrs old aunt..
GREAT!!!!

Summer

2007-05-30T01:49:00.000-07:00

Its been forever since i last blog :)...

This has been a long month for me. a lot of changes..
I am going home on June 22.

Here is my travelling schedule..

june 22 - june 26
College Station - San Jose
San Fransisco - Singapore
Singapore - Jakarta

week of july 8
Jakarta - Malaysia
Malaysia - singapore
Singapore - Malaysia
Malaysia - Jakarta

end of july weekend
Jakarta - Singapore
Singapore - Bangkok
Bangkok - singapore
Singapore - San Fransisco
San Jose - college station

I wish i could be in town on July 12 and July 31.
:) oh well... i kinda miss my old times...

I have plenty of great friends that are here in town that eases me from my sucker life. Haven;t been working a lot .. not much motivation.
Anyhow I bombed another interview again ^^ today with AMD.

well its four in the morning and somehow i am restless ^^
TTYL

... fish tank & friends

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kickapoo creek

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memorial day weekend

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...

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bryan lake

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bryan downtown

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pictures

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zodiac... hm... sounds like true

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LEO AND ARIES

These two are the superstars of the zodiac. These well-matched partners get along marvelously in the bedroom. They're an unbeatable combination for deriving sheer joy and excitement from sex. They also share the same likes and dislikes in other areas of life. However, they need all that rapport to overcome one big problem-the head-on collision of two super egos, each of whom wants to play the leading role. They have to learn to share center stage. Otherwise, a glorious mating.

ARIES AND LEO

Both have got egos to burn and both like to lead. Aggressive Aries wouldn't dream of taking second place, and kingly Leo needs constant admiration. Usually they can work it out by having Leo play the emperor and Aries play the general. The trick is for neither to take the other all that seriously. It's a fine combustible sexual match, for both are fiery and romantic. Aries is optimistic and open to fife; Leo is generous and good-hearted. If neither tries to deflate the other-and if they can find room to compromise about who dominates whom-this should be a happy mating.

hahaha...

collete's bday pictures

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posing sexurrllll

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with the gurls

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Damn he is one good looking young man

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14 hrs of sleep

2007-03-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

finallyyyyyy IT IS SPRING BREAK...
my spring break started on Tuesday night..

Here is my crazy working schedule..
Friday working from 1.30 - 5 and 5.30 - 10.30
Saturday working from 6 - 10.30
Sunday working from 11.30 - 10
Monday working from 1-30 - 5.30
Tuesday working from 10 - 6
Never realised i am such an workaholic now..

Anyway glad my crazy work schedule is over now...
After my 14 hrs of sleep yesterday.. my spring break has started.. yayyyyyyyy

New toe nail color

2007-03-10T14:51:00.000-08:00

This Friday.. I woke up at 11 am, and went to pedicure after 2 weeks of hell..

Purplish...

someone told me i look like a big easter egg... THANKS COCKlette

hahahhaah
j/k

argh.. that is one dirty foot right there...
Lazy to wash before picture time..

Saturday

2007-03-10T13:52:00.000-08:00

Thompson Hall was locked.. couldnt get in... meaning NO WORK.. yayyyy

Potato Head ... GOOD LUCK ON UR INTERVIEW
Have fun in Chicago
lets celebrate it after u r done... Proud of you..

I am working crazy this weekend,...
Working at 2 places... 35 hrs of work this week!!!!
This is going to be the last weekend i am working at 2 places!

My homeworks are driving me nuts..
My apt exploded.. I had to clean up a lil bit. It was horrible..
Beer cans everywhere, pizza container everwhere..
*sigh*

Life is not that bad after all especially if lots of friends are supporting me.
I love u all!

Justin Stop Reading!!!!

2007-02-27T08:26:00.000-08:00

Get ur ass of the computer.. this is private site!!
lol.....

PArking Ticket's man is a BITCH

2007-02-20T17:20:00.000-08:00

Today is incredibly a really long day for me...

I slept at 3.30 am last night and woke up at 8.30 pm. Jumped out from my bed and drove to school to my workplace to submit some paperwork. Drove home to take the bus and go back to school.. I had a project proposal due today and turn out no one in the class did it.. and it was really brief too.

I was so tired but a friend needed my help with his 248 lab. I felt bad coz i promised i would help him.. No where to park so i parked at the violated place and got a parking ticket...

I got 3 hws due next week and 3 tests on march 1st.
How incredible is that...
SIgh... I am tired....

Wish all the hardwork I am doing now will pay off in the future..
God bless yall

Happy Chinese New Year...

2007-02-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

GONG XO FAT CHOI

send me some benjamin...

heheheh

CIAO

Potato Head...

2007-02-16T08:26:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the flower, strawberry chocolate, and the amazing card for a graduate nerd

I am almost done with the strawberry chocolate.. :>

um..
I know we have been through a lot and I still care about you.
I hope u'll do good in school and other aspects in your life too.
Cheer up and enjoy ur life.
I am proud of what u have accomplished so far.
Just don't forget about me when you are up there.

cheers and enjoy,

froggy

Happy Valentine 07

2007-02-15T14:08:00.000-08:00

Happy valentine everyone....

I spend my valentine day doing my elen 627 homework 1.
I started writing the report on 9 am and finished at 10 pm.

Thanks for the beautiful flowers and strawberry chocolate... :)
ooo.. My friend and I had dinner at TGIF for the sake of its valentine's day

oooo.. this is a picture of my new cellphone...

New cellphone, collette's bday party!!!

2007-02-09T14:16:00.000-08:00

Lil update!!!

I am pretty busy lately so i am only able to share a lil taste of my recent life..

My 1.5 yrs old razr phone went in the toilet bowl.. it turns on and off every one minutes, and apparently won't turn off anymore after the battery is full. Short of the story i had to get a new one..

At first i am getting a slidephone from samsung coz tmobile dealer in town only have razr razr and razr and 2 samsungphones and some blackberry... I had no choice but to get the slidephone but turns out sucks..
1. when u charge them, the lights won't turn off
2. it is taking 5 mins to open the port when u want to charge the phone
It is covered with another piece of metal as if it is not supposed to be
exposed with air.
Normal phone covered it with rubber so it is easy to peel. This metal is
impossible to open even using my nails..
3. I can't press number 1 2 and 3 well since the slider is really close with the
pads

Short of the story i went to get another samsung phone. It is not as fancy as the first one, but at least it is working better than the slidephone. I hope this one works

----
I went to Collette's awesome bday party... I had bunches of cherry flavor jello shots, margaritas.. and awful lone star beer that tasted like Texas sake bomb...

Here is one picture of my pimpin night...
:) ;> ^^
hahahah kiddin... it was fun.. they are really friendly and welcoming

These 3 guys didn't believe that i am 22, from Indonesia and i am a graduate student at Texas A&M. This is what i found out last night. I look like 19, I look like someone from Houston or Dallas, I dun look as smart as other grad student..
Ooo.. and they can't tell the difference of India and Indonesia.. LOL.. shoot me in the butt!!!

After party.. it was cold outside.. decided to get pizzas for a friend of mine that is studying late night.. How sweet of me !!!!!!

oooooo... i went to order my aggie ring... I decided to get it since it is worth getting it when u do ur undergrad and grad degree in TAMU.

LIfe as a graduate student

2007-01-30T22:50:00.001-08:00

No LIE... It is tiring and kinda annoying...

I started to enjoy studying, but somehow after I am done with one.,, 3 more coming like crazy..

The more you study... The less you feel like knowing,,,

Oh yea... I was sandwiched by 2 chinese guy earlier in my class..
I am not gonna lie.. They STINK

ARGH.... gimme a break!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to chill out this weekend...

CIAO

InDIan guy caught cheating....

2007-01-22T15:11:00.000-08:00

This is Hilarious....
check it out

http://www.betterloverseminar.com/desi_wife_catches_husband.php

GOOD LORD... I AM IN LOVE

2007-01-03T15:20:00.000-08:00

CHECK OUT MY NEW GUY Yoooo.....

HE IS HOT, he is FUN, and he is GOOD...
He is what i made for... lol

kiddin...

On the Move

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DRIVING...
With Mark'l

....

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With Coco and ZEUS

With Zeus

CHristmas tree in Orlando airport

DISNEY WORLD MONORAIL

...

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church

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orlando

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ORLANDO...

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FROM SECRET ADMIRER.... LOL

2006-11-28T14:38:00.000-08:00

I was having a really bad day... I had a cold earlier and had a huge headache...
watching a sad love movie and UPS guy sent a package for me..

It is soo pretty... roses lily tulips and hollands...
I dunno who send me this flowers.. but definitely thanks a bunch ...

turrkeeyyyyyy

2006-11-28T14:34:00.000-08:00

dallas thanksgiving

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Long Long Long interesting day

2006-10-30T10:27:00.000-08:00

Was up ya'll!!!
Sunday was the longest interesting day of my life... I feel like writing it so that I will never forget it ...

Lets start with
1. CAR ACCIDENT
Fuckin parking garage closed its backdoor... and didn't have any sign showing that it is closed... I had to backed up until i hit this orange car...
Luckily the car behind is fine... but my car's paint is totally ruined..
Thanks to the previous accident... damn hitter and runner.. so gonna file a complaint

2. ACCIDENTALLY FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS CHEATING ON HIM
whoa... I am cool with this!! Nothing personal... but it makes me think.
Why do couple cheat? I have no idea.. I can't never make my self doing it.. Maybe i landed in my fairy own world. However it is not cool! It makes me less trusting a little bit

3. CANADIAN FIRE FIGHTER HOTTIE
Dang!!! I was busy reading a book "Why Men LOVES Bitches".. All of sudden this HOT HOT HOT HOT Canadian boy walked up to me and asked for my name..
Things getting interesting. Embarassingly, I had to show him the title of the book ( was trying to hide it). He is an exchange student from Canada. A really hot fire fighter academy boy.... I was being playful and totally enjoy it!!

4. A DINNER?
Went to a dinner with my friend. Things went off and i call it a quit.. DARN Proud of myself being able to stand up and say NO... wohooo....

It was a long long long long long long long day...
but it is so FUN.
I had so much fun...
LIVING LIFE as IT IS.

CIAO

just another day

2006-10-26T13:41:00.000-07:00

update update update

2006-10-26T01:14:00.000-07:00

Hello all.....

Thanks for visiting my blog...

I have been through a hell lot of ups and down ever since july 31 (last time i updated this blog). NOw i am working hard on my GRE to move on with my life.

I am feeling happy now since for some reason i decided to move on strong...
here is what you missed for this past 5 months..

1. i cut my hair ... it is so fugly now
2. I got several (i dunno what happen) interview and never heard of it again
3. I miss my family, my bun, and everyone that i love till now
4. secret

This past year has been really beautiful. Full of tears and joy.
This has been the most beautiful moment in my life but i learned a hell lot of things.
I need to find my true happiness whereever god lead me.

I dunno where to start but i let my stubborness go eventually.
I love ma bun therefore i let him go.
I think we will be much better off alone for now.
At this point of our life, i think it is better if i set my priority right.
I do understand that the relationship has no future and will not go anywhere ...
but i didn't want to accept it. :) (bun, sorry for the pressure that i gave u all the time).
I was trying to be independent and busy with my own life and all of sudden.. we got far away from each other. *sigh*

Here are the things that makes me laugh with tears reminded me of you
1. After work hour... i stared at the leftover food... and throw it away
2. When u had soccer injury, ... you only had 20 dollars left on your wallet...and we went to albertson to buy ramen and chicken ( i never told you i didn;t like the chicken and fries ... it tasted old :)..) but i liked it since that is the only thing we can afford.
Ps: this sounds embarassing... but it was such a beautiful memory... miss it!!
3. you still had your soccer injury.. and it was our anniversay,,,
we went to eat that badass sushi, walked around the complex and we went drinking at genji...
i cried but the tears was beautiful... it hurts so bad seeing your turtle walking speed.
4. cleaning your apt...
5. eating ramen.... i love the potato noodle soup ramen
6. your wrinkle
7. your abercrombie parfume a year ago... never smell it anymore
8. an almost dead plant that you gave me
9. church after you got back from california... thank God you are still alive
10. my bday post card
Thanks for all the good time that we spent together.
I will be there when you need me. I will be your shoulder when you need me

Wish you all the best in your future..
I know one day with all your hardwork.. you will be one great successful man.
I hoped you will find one beautiful significant other that will love you more and more everyday... just remember to pay my money when you reach that point

Back to the real world....Halloween is coming.. need to get my new halloween costume.. i missed last halloween with ma bun... but i will not have my halloween with him again this year.
Such a lot of bad halloween memory..

Whatever it is .. it is for the best of us both..
wish you all the best...!!!

lots of love,

Alice

2006-08-03T21:52:00.001-07:00

I wish i could do more..

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i am sad whenever i see this picture... dunno why

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happy bday ma bun 07/31/06...

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I threw up when i saw him drinking the grossest thing on earth.... beer, chicken, ranch dressing, spit, feet, soju, unknown hair, jay's smelly ****, bogger, everything..

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pretty hair pretty eyes pretty face

TSUNAMI AGAIN.. now in Jakarta... ???

2006-07-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

Death toll in Indonesia tsunami at 86

JAKARTA, Indonesia - An earthquake sent a 6-foot-high tsunami crashing into beach resorts on Java island Monday, killing at least 86 people, leaving scores missing and sending thousands fleeing to higher ground, officials, witnesses and media reports said. Regional bulletins that the 7.7-magnitude undersea earthquake was strong enough to send a killer wave steaming toward the country worst hit by the 2004 Asian tsunami did not reach the victims, because Indonesia's main island has no warning system.

-------------- I took this from Yahoo news ---------------------

"Indonesia is a natural disastrous land" - this are the first thing that came to my mind. Omg... can't anyone please stop all this tsunami, war, etc etc...???
I am so sick and tired reading headline news about ppl died...

I really hope nothing will happen especially in Jakarta, my hometown. I hope the tsunami stop. 86 dead ppl are enough. How many more you want to kill?

peace out

Hope this works here

2006-07-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash

07/16/06 - 14 days more...

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Like usual, Sunday... I went to work ... bla bla bla... nothing special
Then did my laundry and I go to sweet Eugene to read finance book.
I went to eat at Pei Wei. The food sucks. I had a kid special honey glazed chicken.
GOSH… it was a chicken fried covered with honey sauce. DOUBLE CALORIES, DOUBLE GUILT and more importantly tasted like CRAP.
I watched a lot of movies on HBO. That was the summary of today’s boring life......

Anyway... I was surfing friendster and checking my oldies friends and cousins site.
OMG........They all changed. They all are pretty and grown up.
I felt like I am the ugly duckling swimming in the ocean....
Lost lost lost and absolutely have no idea where she is heading… She is trying to find a pond, but never find one.
Well… I wish all the best in their life (all my friend, families out there), since the more you grown, the more experience (pain) you will suffer...
Clock ticks, we grow older, and voila... you don't know why you ended up doing what you are doing.
Jobs, school, everything ...they all seem temporary as things change all the time.
What is matter is what you learn out of it.

Some lives all their life trying to get temporary satisfaction
Some lives to work to survive
Some travels around the world and experience new things
Some are obsessed with a too specific thing and ended up getting nowhere
Some got a job somewhere and live their life
Some stay at home and do nothing
Some tries to lives off their dream.
Fortunately, there is no final destination to life.
We have the power to decide the next step.
Not easy but not impossible.

After you turn 20… more precisely after you graduated… is when the real life begins.
Pressure, depression, tears, hardship… those are the half of your bowl of life…
You can never avoid it. Learning how to deal with it is the best thing that one can do. Speaking of which, I always say it but I never actually succeed doing it. I always believe that those things will make you stronger and make you appreciate your life better. Don’t forget there is another half of the bowl... love, joy, friends and many more.

Well… this is actually the first time I am writing something on my blog...
I have a crisis identity. I don’t really know where I belong. Sometimes I don’t really know who I am. Living for several years on different places makes you learn about other culture (and different group of friends). Making you understand how the society works better. My history shapes me the way I am now.

Pray for the ugly duck to find a nearby pond.
God bless….

2006-07-14T08:55:00.001-07:00

jin

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.. after bbq

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dog with cellphone

First Anniversary - 07/12

2006-07-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

We went to dinner at Todai in Houston. It was really good. I was really really full and happy :).... Love the tuna, salmon, squid, EVERYTHING... even the desert

while walking nearby Todai's mall,.,, we got our faces drawn on the caricatures drawing. 07 12 was our first anniversary, :):):):):):).. yay.. look at that pretty faces

Finally we went to Genji and things went a lil bit emotional.. I love the fried squid by the way.

and for the first time... ehm ehm ehm...

oh... and there is this huge accident at night in harvey mitchell.
I dunno what happen, but i saw this bike scattered at the side of the road.
Hope the rider is not dead...

ANYWAY.. it has been a year... long year filled with excitement, joy, frustration, and disappointment ... all mixed up in a big bowl of soup of my life..

now... enough with the crap.. gotta goo...
BYEE

2006-07-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

feel weird posing like this at chef cao... consider ourself dumb.. LOL

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when working

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pimp daddy

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ducho and me

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yoojin and me

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with my straight tied up hair

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...

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sun ducho and me ..

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...

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sikat gigi

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cutie pie... i miss you..

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BUN BUN

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ih.. UGLY

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like grandma

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lawrence, yoojin, me, ducho, yoon, harry

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Pretty yoojin and me

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before going to b&n

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06/05/06

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love monkey

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monkey monkey

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...

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pool view

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monica

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sexy bitch eating popsicle...

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just feel like putting this picture - no reason

i dunno what should be the title

2006-06-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

Life life life life after graduation is different.
there is no deadline or rush or whatsoever...
everything is based on personal achievement.
that's why i am frequently confused.

well my life isn't that bad at all...
I will move forward step by step
and kick some asses on the way to the top...

see you there...

..............

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san antonio ~ hyatt

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me and anita

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at my new apt :>

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yoon and me

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mom and dad at olive garden...

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mommy at kennedy museum store

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the alamo

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river walk

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dallas JFK

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san antonio river walk

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me and my mommy

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san antonio with my parents

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from front ... my car