A slap in my face...

I had this thinking inside of my mind now... I am writing this to make me feel better...
I feel useless.. never really try hard enough to figure things in my life...
I hang out a lot with ppl that is at a different phase of life.
The ones that still able to have fun and chill..
my time is running out. I am graduating next semester and haven;t find a job yet..
I need to find a way to stay in here...
I might go to grad school but i need to figure out what kind of things i want to do ...
I called Yoon and we talked about this..
Haiz... this is life ,......... and life sucks....

ciao