my life ...

Hmph... i am so mentally tired.. Seems like life before graduation really freaks me out.
I am under a huge deal of pressure. Career, money, family, study, and a whole lot of things..
I had no one to fall on when i am depressed.. that's why i am tired.
I used to depends on my bf whenever i am down and talk about things until i fell asleep.
But things doesn't work this way anymore. My parents are coming here soon.. I have to go Houston to pick them up.. I am kinda scared.. I have never driven there before. Luckily my friends offered me help.. My apt lease ends on April 23. Now i am having a headache.. I dunno where to live .. I have no place to stay. My parents wants me to keep staying in the old apt, but it is too crappy.. moving is a hectic..
I feel so insecure in whatever i do.. I have nothing to rely on.. I am soo sadd..