My life

I woke up at 7 AM in the morning because I was kind of hungry.... i finished my sandwich and couldn't get back to sleep. I have been eating that sandwich a lot.. Ate 3 bites before sleep, and while sleeping I woke up and ate another bite. By 7 am, I finished the whole sandwich.
I took a shower and cleaned up my house... I went to star bucks to get HUGE GREEN TEA FRAP coz I can’t get my eyes open ... Man... It was so good...
I am kind of stressed lately but happy... Did I tell you what happened yesterday?
I stood up and defend my self alone yesterday during conference giving the impression of saying "IN YOUR FACE" to my teammate.
hahahaha. ...I am proud of myself. I felt more confident. Things are working out..
I got a place to live for summer... I will be living in Reveille Ranch...
I will have interview on April 20 but I AM 100% sure I won't get the job... HHEHEHEHEHEHE
Coz it is JAVA programming.. I sux big time at high level programming...
Even though if i get it.. Not sure if i am going to do it or.. Not sure if i will be there for more than a month... LOL
Honestly I am suck at doing everything but i kind of know where my life is heading now...
At least I know what i am going to do this summer...
Not sure yet... BUT i think i will be doing research VOLUNTARILY... at microcontroller programming.. Something that i have a slight interest on...
It is a huge step for me since i am doing all the electrical and computer work (microcontroller programming) for the projectand i might be doing the same thing in summer.... so at least i have a strong specific area of interest.

Even if things don’t work out as what I planned, at least I tried my best and I will be more than happy to live my life the other path.. At least I looked on every opportunity that I see… I always believe that GOD has a better plan for me if I can’t get my plan worked out… Not a Christian… but I believe that..

I have a vision of my future.. I will go to graduate school once I got the money and I will work hard and I will have my own company and be a business woman. Not a big one, at least I want to have my own business.. ALL THIS ARE MY VISION… Someday I will read this blog and cry… maybe because my life is different that what I planned or maybe it is exactly what I planned.. You never know…

i believe life is hard ..
Sometimes I cried in the middle of the night coz i feel upset and stressed...
Project, future, job, relationship, teammate, friends, everything....
I do feel that sometimes others are looking down on me...
Human tend to look down on others to make them feel better...
Even my friends think i am not capable doing what i am doing...
But i put my effort and my heart at doing it and living my life..
Sometimes i do complain and nag...
By the way i have plenty of friends that are willing to hear my pain.. So my life is not too bad.
Some people are trying to put their life at easy and blame on the weak one
I am working on to be a better person.. a stronger person
I dun expect much...
So i enjoy wherever i am going

Enough with the COMPLAIN.... Time to get things done
Special message:
BUN2 … saranghe