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I completely forgot the existence of my blog. hahaha that's prolly why i never update it again. I have been busy lately. my schedule is always packed. I dun really have much time on my own nowadays.
it's all good though. i started to love my life, my job, my school. I love my school right before i graduate. hahahah.. kinda too late.

My flashback....

first year here in college station - hated it.... i always cried and wanted to quit. that's because i had one of the hardest time in my life. betrayal, disappointment, hard time in school, self identity crisis.
second year -------------------- so so.. i made more friends and copy buddies. I made a lot of true friends though... they are still here besides me helping me everytime i needed them. Thanks to Albert for being there for me and make things better that what it used to be.
third year ---------------------- i am working hard to make my dream real.

i dunno what lies ahead but i will try my best..
oh ya.. by the way. i only have my free time on saturday.
I usually spend it with Monica or Nikita or the College Main squad. Mainly Monica since she is really demanding..

I had 3 not so clear interviews already. Even though i am pretty sure, those are not the one. It kinda open my eyes of how the whole career things works. You can find a job easily but it is your decision if it is the right one for you or not.

My schedule are pretty much research, hw, or work.
I am working a really cool project. I guess most of you already know what it is.
hahaha.. i dun want to write what it is since it is gonna be long
but i enjoy working on it :)

o yea, when i graduate, i think my dad and my bro are coming here BUT NOT my mom... haikss...
that means instead of someone taking care of me, i have to take care of them
hahaha darn.. things are the other way round now.
It's all good though. I can do it. I am trying to stand on my own feet now.
I try to do things on my own. A lot of ppl offers me help but i try to do it my self.
I try to work hard and life with my own money. I need to cut down expenses and see if i can support my self or not.. SO FAR NOT YET.. i am still in debt .. hahaha...
I spend more than i make. Luckily, i have great parents. They are the best parents in the world.
They supported me for 22 years already.

I am gonna pay all my bills now.. or maybe not
hahahah
lazy... It is a beautiful saturday morning now. Time to chill.