pre valentine drama

This is the first time i write 2 blog in the same day.. a lot of things happened today.
I went to work from 12 to 2. I got really tired. Thinking of doing hw, i ended up going to the mall. I wanted to pay my credit card bill (Victoria's Secret) there but i ended up shopping.
I had a lot of thinking going inside my mind while shopping.. BUY OR NO...
hahahah...
I wonder around and try to challenge my self if my own money is gonna be enough for this month or not. I decided to shop since i didn't really spend much these days. I am so busy lately and i didn;t really have time to go shopping. So i figure out, i think i can still afford shopping...
hahahaha
I tried a lot of cloth at Abercrombie but none of them really good. They are about the same and i have had a lot of those kind already (I used to shop a lot last time). So i kinda hold back. I rather spend one on a more expensive but worth it rather than buying a lot of cheaper stuff.
When i walked out of the store. I saw the guy section of the store. I thought valentine is coming. I took some clothes and all of sudden i had headache. They all look the same and about the same. I wasn;t sure which one to get. Those are the new arrivals. They have the grey with white stripes and blue with white stripes. The only difference is the size of the white stripes. I always had headache whenever i see too many choices. Unless if i go to the store where all the cloth are crappy unless one of them. That way i know which one to get, hahahaha, i walked along the store and finally i get to see the sale section. Those are really2 cheap so i simply take one of them with medium size... hahahha... wrong sizee...... It is grey color and i walk to the girl section and grap one grey color t shirt too... so that it will match. Thinking about it, he already have 2 grey color t shirt. I wanted to get other color, but it was too much hazzle. So i paid.

I went home and pay all my bills. Talk with Monica on the phone. She told me that Keagen told her that i flirt with him... HAHAHA... that is the last thing in the world that i would do.
NO 1. I DO NOT flirt
NO 2. I DO NOT flirt with my best friend BF
NO 3. He is not my type
NO 4. I do not have time to flirt
NO 5. I have a bf already

Yoon drop by and i was so happy. He look disappointed because of wrong size. When he fell asleep, I went to the mall and change the size. I got the blue color with the green stripes. They all look the same, The whole store, the new arrival and the sale section .. they all stripes... I wanted to get the chocolate color but i wonder if it will look good on tan skin.
hahahh
I went home and i got disappointed because i caught him checking my email.
I have nothing to hide but i just feel sad. I have my own privacy and i think it is rude to read other email without acknowledgement. Any how, it is alright since i have nothing to hide.
Today is just tiring.

I was so hungry and i went to Texas Road House. I went there alone, luckily he joined.
I was so happy.. that was the first date i have that i remember.
we are so busy that we dun have time for each other. (THOSE OF YOU THAT DO NOT AGREE, shut the fuck off). I get full, but we have so many leftover.

He brought back for his bro. He really thinks of his family. I liked it :)
Anyway, he drop by again at night and we had a talk about future..
CONCLUSION: my future is a huge question mark... hahhaah,... i dunno if this whole relationship will work out or not but I am living my life to the fullest now.
I have no regret and I might find a better one someday. WHO KNOWS.. kim sung soo is my future hubby.. hahahaha
or i might get married to a handsome white that looks like brad pitt... WOHOO...
WE NEVER KNOW ...