A new and better day tomorrow

I just got back from San Antonio an hour ago.. Now i feel pretty sad and blank..

Things never run smooth and normal for me. My parents are here for my graduation and my dad felt bored at home. He kept bugging me to bring him to Dallas and San Antonio and goes around Texas. I can't really drive on my own and i almost got into accident when going to Austin. They never trusted my driving skill anymore. Having parents around are such a burden for me at the moment. I love them so much and want them to be happy but i can't really deal with them. They complained my driving skill all the way to and from Austin and College Station.

Anita is coming to College Station from Seattle. She was my sister's best friend back in high school. I never really get closed to her but we hung out last time back in high school. So my dad insist of going to trip to San Antonio with her.

Anyway... in short.. things went awkward and weird.... but not for my dad that never able to read situation well.. (ARGHHHHHhhh... I am so pissed at him )
Well.... back to the section of a little girl that was dumb and being too honest..
She was never able to filter information that was appropriate or not....
She told her buf the whole truth which she thinks harmless but it actually lead to arguments....
He was right anyway.. I was weird...........

well.... last night my buf got so drunk. She got pretty worried about him, but there was nothing she can do because she was illegal...
I really wants to take care of him but i couldn't because it is inappropriate.. I could only stand from far away and being stupid (worried)...

Short of the story... when i was in San Antonio, I thought my buf was tired because he had hungover from party last night. She tried to call him and message him several times.... but either it never went through or he never replied.. This happens a lot before... or maybe someone else deleted it...

I went home from San Antonio and get pretty worried because he never reply my message. Turns out, he turned off the cellphone... well... i thought he was partying at Allen's place and got mad at me coz i went to san antonio. So .... i called his home to check if he was alright.

Turned out he was sleeping and someone got pretty mad. It was my fault i called at midnight but i think i wasn't treated of even considered as his guf.. well.... what can i expect from a puppy love relationship....

I should have known better that it was not real at the first place... I am sad but what can i do...
I am better off with a more real relationship....

I hoped tomorrow would be a better day.